For so many years I felt completely disconnected from myself.
I felt like I didn't know who I was.
Actually up until a couple of months ago I had felt that way my entire life.
I was searching and seeking and immersing myself in books, teachings, courses and events.
I was looking for something to 'fix' me.
I was looking for something to ease the pain I felt on the inside.
I was looking for something to make me feel better about myself.
I was looking for clarity.
I was looking for ME.
For the past 11 years I've immersed myself in education and self-development.
Throughout that time there were times where I felt feelings of depression.
Times I had anxiety so bad I wanted to drive my car off the side of the road.
Times where I lost my smile.
Times I doubted ALL of me.
Times I didn't know how to change where I was at.
Times I felt like I didn't belong.
Times I felt like a terrible mother.
Times I let myself down.
But I kept going.
And you know what I've realised and learnt over the past 12 months?
It's NOT outside of ourselves.
When we learn to turn inwards and begin listening.
When we begin to trust.
When we begin to surrender.
When we let go of the things that are no longer serving us.
When we open to possibility.
When we begin to put ourselves first.
This is when we begin to shift from our head to our heartspace.
It's when we begin to fall in love with who we truly are.
It's when we begin to call in all of the things we truly desire.
It's when we find our clarity and contentedness.
It's ALL within you amazing human.
You just need to quiet your mind and begin listening to your soul.
Big love ❤